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Jubilee with Paul Clayton & Diane Summers Interview 6/20/03
Paul
Clayton: All right, let's welcome our next guest.
Diane
Summers: James Campion was born in the Bronx, New York to a devoutly
Catholic Italian /Irish family. He was raised in the faith and
has struggled with organized religion and has decided to make
a personal truth quest to Israel, where he spent a month retracing
the steps of Christ. His account is contained in "Trailing Jesus
- A Holy Land Journal" published by Gueem Books. Welcome to Living
Jubilee, James.
jc:
Nice to be with you both.
PC:
Good to have you here. Man, this is a big book.
jc:
(laughs) It's a big subject.
PC:
Over 500 pages, yeah. Where do you want to begin?
jc: Uh, wherever you guys would like to begin. I would just like
to say right off the bat that I'm not a theologian or a scholar,
and I don't, as you said in your intro there, subscribe to any
particular faith, but I have always been fascinated with Jesus
of Nazareth, the Jesus message, the original Jesus movement of
the first century. I always wanted to visit Israel and Jerusalem,
and it took a long time to map the whole thing out and be able
to make the sojourn, so I hope in my own humble view of it as
a journalist interested in these stories, I was able to impart
some of that fascination in a different way than that of a theologian
or a scholar.
PC:
It sounds like you started off as a cultural Roman Catholic. You
were born into that situation, and then you questions things,
and then you decided to go much, much deeper than what your earlier
tradition was.
jc:
Sure. Much like so many young men and women who go off and learn
different aspects and tenets of philosophy and science, and have
their own personal enlightenment, so to speak, I did as well.
But I found out through having many discussions with people throughout
my life, no one could really speak on an intellectual or historical
level about these stories. It's almost as if you were to believe
them, then you had to suspend any intellect or understanding of
it, or the other way around, you couldn't have any faith, and
I thought that unfair. By studying over the 12 years before taking
my trip to Israel in 1996, I realized that many of my contemporaries
knew more about the Beatles or the New York Yankees then they
knew about their own faith or these actual historical events that
framed their religious beliefs. So I thought, I better educate
myself on these things if I were to believe them or be inspired
by them as strongly as I claimed.
PC:
So how did you begin this quest? How did you prepare the make
the travel?
jc:
That's a great question.
PC:
For instance, what did you read?
jc:
Well, I spent about ten-plus years as a labor of love styudying
the boom of the late-80s', early 90s' of the Jesus scholarly movement
begun years ago by Albert Schweitzer with his "Quest of the Historical
Jesus". I read many of the books by some of the more publically
celebrated Jesus scholars like Robert Funk, John Dominic Crossan,
Marcus Borg, and many of the Biblical scholars who made up the
controversial, but engaging Jesus Seminar and much of the modern
Jesus scholar movement of the 90s'.
PC:
So you went beyond the Bible.
jc:
Yes I did.
PC:
Did you read any of the unpublished gospels?
jc:
Yes, in fact there is a wonderful compendium of translated gospels
not accepted by any sect of organized Christianity called "The
Complete Gospels", compiled by the aforementioned Jesus Seminar.
These, as you alluded to are known as the apocryphal gospels.
Some are merely sayings gospels that are seen among scholars as
the foundation for the canonical gospels read today in the New
Testament of the Holy Bible. Of course, I also included all the
material accepted by canon in the New Testament as well. At least
everything available in the English language like the King James
Bible, the New American version, the Catholic version, which all
include, of course, the Letters of Saint Paul, the Acts of the
Apostles and so forth. Coupling this with my understanding of
what we can derive from the other gospels available to us like
the Gospel of Thomas, the Infancy Gospel of Thomas and James,
the Gospel of Peter, the Gospel of Mary.
PC: Mary Magdalene?
jc: Right.
DS:
Did you think that what was published was not enough? What was
the reason for all of that?
jc: Well, firstly, I have to respectively correct you; all these
gospels have been published in every language imaginable. Several
Christian, Muslim, and Jewish scholars and theologians have studied
them copiously. It's just that they have never, for one reason
or the other, been accepted by the organized minds of the Christian
faith. At least not by the structure or hierarchy of the church.
But for me, I have always been fascinated in finding out different
voices from the past to frame this incredibly complex character
of Jesus of Nazareth as an historical figure set against the grandiose
notion of the Christ of faith, the religious icon. That is the
job, more or less of a historian or storyteller or a journalist,
to scour everything. To accept what is given to you - sight unseen
- would not be investigating, per se. It is failing the complete
quest and it fails the reader as well.
Mainly,
I have to say the discoveries of some of these gospels, like the
Gospel of Thomas, really my personal favorite, unearthed in 1947
in a cave in Nag Hammadi, Egypt intrigued me greatly. To know
that something, like, for instance, the Dead Sea Scrolls, which
I have also read pretty extensively, exists for us to read today
is beyond captivating. And reading them, discovering them for
myself truly opened my mind to new aspects of Jesus of Nazareth
and his original movement and how it is fully depicted in the
four gospels of the New Testament. Only then did a complete story
began to emerge for me. Once I opened my eyes to all the available
evidence, and this includes archeological finds as wel,. this
project, for me, and I hope the read of "Trailing Jesus" was to
absorb everything available in the English language about Jesus
of Nazareth, and by doing so, bring me and the reader closer to
the man. There is inspiration there for the believer and non-believer.
And there is much to glean on every possible level.
DS:
Did you have people in your background, I guess, that showed you
confidence in faith as you grew up, and did these people, you
know, haunt you, for lack of a better word, and make you wonder
if there was that kind of peace for you too?
jc:
I was very lucky growing up. My parents, who were devout Catholics
and still believe strongly in The Word, and my mom, who edits
most of my work - she was an English teacher for many years -
of course were a little shocked and put-off by my journeys and
some of the resulting theories counter to their deeply held beliefs,
but they've been very supportive, because they realize through
my in-depth studies I keep the hope alive of achieving a greater
understanding of existence, of compassion, and humanity, which,
of course, Jesus originally taught. So, I think, yes, they were
a great influence, but not with conditional boundaries. And I
thank them so much for that. Even in my Catechism studies as a
kid, it was the late 60s', early 70s' after all, and there was
a more progressive, liberal movement in the church, wherein we
would broach subjects outside the dogma and deconstruct, with
respect to them, the icons and beliefs of my predecessors in the
faith. And once you are freed to do so, it makes you, or at least
it made me, yearn to understand more than what I was given, to
confidently reject merely receiving information robotically without
questioning or better understanding it, and it was a great lesson
for other endeavors in life.
People
always want to you accept what is their reality, but it might
not be, or I should say it rarely is, yours. This, to me, is the
very essence of freethinking, and my pursuit of that end of things
has forever been my passion. It has more or less framed most,
if not all of my work, so a lot of people have asked me if this
journey, or if the book breaks down icons and boundaries of the
Christian faith, and I answer that it is the opposite. I think
the more you know about your supposed faith, if you truly posess
it, the more you can grasp the original ideas behind it, because
they're right there. You cannot deny that there is a history there.
If you think it made up and not history, then that is another
discussion, but if you believe that Jesus of Nazareth walked the
earth and started this movement based on a certain and distinct
philosophy and was murdered as a cause and effect of it, then
it is incumbent on you to dissect and study it. Ignoring it, or
taking an insitiution's take on it as pure is never the answer
for anything. It spits in the face of the intellect we posses
and should cherish as humans. And this is true of studying Mohammad,
the Buddha or Jesus Christ. How do we take these lives, these
teachings and enact them for ourselves, right now.
PC:
And you wanted to find out for yourself, rather than take somebody
else's word for it, huh?
jc:
I guess that's the way it's always been for me, and my generation
as a whole. Too often we only go halfway with it. I'm still at
it. People are motivated to ask me along the way if I know all
there is to know, and I answer the way I always do when diving
into a subject as a journalist: "the more you know the less you
know." So it just drives me on. In the case of the historical
Jesus, there's always going to be new archeological finds like
the ossuary of Ciaphas a few years ago, a stone I saw and actually
touched that had Pilate's name carved on it. They found ruins
and pottery in the House of Saint Peter in Capernaum that I visited
along my journey, which is in the book. So there is always this
living, breathing, growing history that adds to the faith, I think.
PC:
And I guess you not only learned more about Jesus from this quest,
but the people around Jesus, huh?
jc:
Yes, I did. Absolutely, another good point. Especially when I
went to Israel. When I began "Trailing Jesus" as a project I learned
so much about the cultures of Israel today, as well as 2,000 years
ago during the time of Jesus of Nazareth. Whether it's Islam,
Judaism, many sects of Christianity, even Buddhism and Hinduism
and even atheism. I learned so much about humanity and its levels
of compassion and hatred and everything in between, how we use
concepts of religion to build and destroy, as it continues today
in the horrors of the Middle East. I also learned that beneath
all of that, which, again, is a foundation of the original Jesus
movement, which can apply here, that ordinary people who are harmed
by these extremes in faith merely want peace and harmony and crave
safety and tolerance. And this has given me a great sense of hope
and inspiration for the human race as a whole and really what
Jesus' quest was to discover, the parameters of the will of God
on this earth, whatever that interpretation might be.
DS:
So did you come up with any solutions to the Israeli/Palestinian
conflict? (laughs)
jc:
None at all. The only thing I can say is, and I just wrote a column
about that for a paper I write for here in New Jersey, and that
is, unless we change our views on how we go about our business
of negotiating in good faith, and I think, again, this is part
of the Jesus message for me, it will continue the course of mayhem.
It's like that old definition of insanity - "Doing the same thing
over and over and expecting a different result." I don't think
that politics, nationality, culture or religion can save those
people from their own demise. I think the only thing that can
save them is a completely new vision and understanding. They have
to put down the flags. They have to release themselves from tradition.
They have to destroy these cultural barriers. They have to speak
to each other as human beings, cross the lines of Jewish and Arab
and Christian. They have to say, "That's a person who bleeds such
as I. That's a person who weeps and cares for his/her children."
No one on this planet is that different. We all want to pursue
happiness, safety and love. They want to go to the grocery to
buy a loaf of bread or take a cross-town bus without having to
be blown up. So, I think they have to look at the whole mess from
a completely new way, and see what they are doing to others and
how it is being done to them in the same, heartless, blind way.
Until they do that, and I fear they never will, but until they
do, I don't think they'll know peace, I'm sad to say.
DS:
It sounds to me you've gone a whole lot of places here, James,
that maybe the places that you've ended up would be uncomfortable
for a more conservative Christian. Do you think so?
jc:
I can't speak for everyone, certainly, but I would say, not at
all. One of the first sayings of the Gospel of Thomas, which is
said in a different way in the Gospel of Mark, the first gospel
written about 30 to 35 years after the death of Jesus, so a lot
of the scholars feal it is closest to the actual aim of the original
Jesus movement and all the other gospels derive from it, but anyway,
that first saying in the Gospel of Thomas says, and I paraphrase
for the purposes of making this point; "When you come to understand
what I'm trying to teach you, at first you'll be disturbed, but
then you'll marvel, and then you will see." So I think, and I
often say this when I do my speaking engagements and interviews
and book signings, that Jesus of Nazareth was a confusion teacher.
He believed if he could confuse you, and he did it a great deal
in his parables, present them half-jokingly like riddles to get
the listeners to think for themselves, that they would be forced
to see the world through new eyes, through a new perspective.
On a simple level it would be to look at blue and consider it
green, or look into darkness and see it as light, and then perhaps
have new eyes and then new thoughts about how the worlds should
work - "The last first, the first last", as he is quoted in every
gospel. So I think being a tad disturbed, a little shaken in your
conservative thought and the world you have fashioned for yourself,
a little confused, as it were, is what Jesus intended for his
original message. It might help create a new wisdom in itself.
And that's what drives me to discover more and more about this
man, and why I wrote the book. It's what I admire most about Jesus
of Nazareth. He knew how to get to the core of things, and I think
that, more than anything else has helped his ideas survive for
2,000 years.
DS: When I was working over at our sister station that plays
classical music called Classic 99, I asked about a fellow who
wrote symphonies by the name of Mahler. Gustaf Mahler writes very
cacophonic sort of symphonies, and I asked someone familiar with
his style, how can I possibly enjoy Mahler, and why do you like
Mahler? And the announcer I asked the question of answered, "Well,
do you like to be in pain?" I said, I guess I don't. I guess I'm
more of a Mendelssohn kind of person, you know? He then said I
couldn't appreciate Mahler, because you must enjoy being in pain
and being delivered from it. And all of this leads me to a point,
that there are a lot of Christians who are very angry about what
the Jesus Seminar has done to the way people look at scripture,
for example, and don't appreciate being in pain and delivered
from it, to understanding what culture has done to the way we
look at scripture, I guess. Is that sort of person going to benefit
from your book, "Trailing Jesus"?
jc: I think they would. I tried to write as universally as I possible
could in the book. I ddid not come away with any steadfast answers.
I just threw out all the possibilities that I discovered along
my journey, also in my personal experiences, which I think anyone
can relate to. We're all in the same boat, so to speak. We just
have different intepretations of that boat. But we're still in
it. That much is for sure.
Speaking
of the Jesus of Seminar, I have one thing I've been saying in
many of the interviews I've done this spring, and that is the
problem with the Jesus Seminar and most historians, per se, is
they choose to remove all the mysticism, all the religiosity,
all the iconic aspects of the Christ, And I think that's not being
entirely fair to the story. Now, this is their parameter as historians
and scholars. They do not play around with conjecture and faith.
They have to stay on what can be proven, beyond any doubt, which
is nuts when tossing around the life of Jesus of Nazareth, because
that would be tantamount to writing about Babe Ruth and never
discussing his baseball career. Now you can write a fantastic
biography of Babe Ruth and never mention his baseball career,
but that is leaving the core of his whole story out. We only know
about Ruth first as one of, or arguably the greatest baseball
player ever, and everything from that is how the story evolves.
To depict Jesus of Nazareth merely as an ascetic political and
social revolutionary, of which he is no doubt a significant one,
is the same as simply or narrowly calling him the Son of God,
and saying that his only purpose was his death and resurrection.
I believe both sides do a disservice and severe injustice to Jesus
in their own ways. To leave out miracles and the resurrection
story in the Jesus pantheon is wrong and convenient, just like
leaving out his revolutionary aspects as well. You must formulate
the mystic qualities of Jesus of Nazareth to know the full Jesus
story. This is true outside the documents of faith like the writings
of Jewish historian and contemporary of Jesus, Josephus, who wrote
his only description of Jesus as a healer who was believed to
have risen from the dead by his followers. Leaving those important
sides out are unfair, whether they can be proven without a doubt
or not. There
is written evidence, however flimsy, that point to its pertinence
in the original Jesus movement.
Listen,
that was the hardest part in writing "Trailing Jesus" for me was
to marry the mystical with the historical, faith and logic, but
I believe sometimes the great things about life and discovering
life are illogical. When I fell in love with my wife it made no
logical sense at the time, but it is the greatest of my achievements,
loving my wife. So I think therein lies my problem, really, with
the Jesus Seminar, which I adore on many levels. You can learn
a lot from it, which I did, but I don't think it's the end-all,
be-all of a study of the historical Jesus, nor do I think anyone
should be threatened by it.
PC:
So would you say you were in pursuit of the historical Jesus,
or the Jesus of the Bible? And using these outside works, were
they able to fill in the blanks for you?
jc:
Sure. Reading the gospels truly is amazing. It's incredible writing.
It's inspiring and scary all at the same time, just fantastic
literature. But the gospels are not historical documents. I say
it in the book, far from it. These writings were never meant to
be history, these were men literally writing sonnets to Jesus,
especially John's gospel. If you read the Gospel of John and substitute
the words "I" for "We", it will give you chills, especially that
first stanza. I use the word stanza, because I see John's gospel
as more poetry than the others. It gets inside the aura, the soul
of Jesus, and out comes the Christ figure, wherein with the others
a Christ emerges. But getting back to my point, the gospels are
not historical documents. You get aspects of history from them,
but their pimarily spiritual in many, many ways. So you have to
get outside of them to clearly see the cultures Jesus was speaking
to, the mysteries of his early life, what happened the first 29
years of his life, before his public life, how he was clearly
influenced by his culture. If we still come to conclusions that
Jesus was human, and as faith defines it, still fully divine,
where does it go from there?
What
I also love about the gospels in and of themselves is we get four
different Jesus'. Then when you reads the other gospels outside
the New Testament, you get other kinds of Jesus', and then you
come to respect them all for what they can give you in your research.
They present different sides of one man, just like we all have
different sides of our personalities, that we're not known for
one thing or one personality, even though we have this penchant
to take our celebrities and icons of today and in recent history
and give them one dimensional personalities. It's not real.
DS:
Now, what your saying is that those people who experienced what
Jesus did when he walked this earth had no idea about what they
saw, that you can't get history from the gospels?
jc: No, that's not true either. As I've said, there are moments,
glimpses of hostory in the gospels, and really, as an interested
party to the Jesus story, they are the main source, but I'll give
you an example of what I'm talking about, this history vs. propoganda
or worship writing. If you were to write a biography of Jesus,
you certainly would talk about his childhood, his young adult
life, his influences and growth, how he became this great and
influential person, how those experiences helped form the man
he was from the ages of 30 to 33. You'd want to know and let you
readers know. You don't get that from the gospels. Mark starts
off in the Jordan with the baptism of Jesus by John. Mark gives
you no background. Matthew talks about what happened with Herod
after the birth of Jesus, how his parents, Mary and Joseph flee
to Egypt and all that, but he never broaches an Immaculate Conception
or about the trip to Bethlehem. That was Luke's story. It's okay,
I guess, to jam them all together to create a story of Jesus,
which filmmakers have done, and to a great degree the Christian
faith has done, but it isn't really a biography or a historical
record that can be completely trusted. Also, the gospels, all
the gospels are written from one point of view, the point of view
that Jesus is the Son of God, the Messiah of Jerusalem and the
first century Jews, and I was always taught as a journalist to
get several points of view to form your story. This is not available
in the gospels, but it isn't supposed to be, so that's okay. And
like I said before, most scholars, of the members of the Jesus
Seminar take out what they can of history in these documents,
and it's a charade, really. I tried to marry all the elements
together for the reader to decide how he/she sees it, but I could
not, nor should anyone, pick or choose what they think is history
or not.
There
is both the peasant, artisan Jewish, ascetic, Jesus of Nazareth
of history and also the Christ of faith. He is both represented
in the gospels in their own inimitable fashion. That is the fun
of extrapolating a figure from that. It is a difficult task, and
one that took me over a decade to realize, and six years to write
as "Trailing Jesus", but a labor of love and I think I'm a better
person for it, and I hope anyway you lean, religious or historical,
you can get something out of my book.
PC:
In what way are you a better person for it? What do you think
you've accomplished now?
jc:
I have a better sense of compassion for the people who study and
feel very strongly about their faith, any faith. I've tried to
be tolerant of everyone and whatever they choose to believe all
of my life, and I'd like to think that I 've had an open mind
about most things. That wasn't always the case. It's a process.
When you';re younger, you know, you're defiant. You want your
own way. You want to view things through the lens of invincibility.
But you skin your knees a few times and you dust yourself off
and get back in the ring with a renewed perspective, hopefully
more understanding and compassionate of others besides yourself.
People
always ask me, "Did Jesus enact miracles? Did he really enact
these miracles?" And I tell them to forget all this stuff you've
read, and all the details of the miracles as depicted in the Bible.
If you don't go for that, or can't get your mind around that,
know this; If one man can take Samaritans and Jews and gentiles
and Romans and Zealots, and the socially ostracized and the diseased
and the thieves and the prostitutes and the tax collectors and
get them all together, march them into the heart of Jerusalem
with the thought of love and compassion and a personal understanding
of faith and God, then, my friend, that is a miracle, possibly
the most important one of all. And, best of all, you don't need
to be the Son of God to enact it. Beyond that I do not discuss
anyone's personal experience with the Christ of faith. For me,
that one idea, that one image of Jesus of Nazareth will put you
on your head. Period.
DS:
Well, you know, James. I'm a little upset with this (laughs) what
we're talking about today. I guess I see a fellow who has been
trying to find peace everywhere but where God says you can find
peace in this world, in the scriptures, in His holy word, in His
inspired documents, and have looked everywhere else to find where
God has not declared he can be found. And I wonder sometimes if
you write from a deep confusion about God, whether you're the
kind of person that's still…
PC:
Searching?
DS:
Searching, yes, and rediscovering the wheel in a way, because
scripture is very plain and very easy to understand.
jc:
That is true, in many ways. It is also a little naive. What is
easy to understand for one, could be an arduous task for another.
And one must not forget that faith is not like math. There is
no concrete answer. Everything is up for discussion in understanding
it intellectually, if you choose to go that route. I chose to
go that route. I did not write a book merely about faith. It is
a book about understanding that faith. We're just looking at this
from different points of view, which is great.
I
see "Trailing Jesus" as a microcosm for the world. The
world does not work in the ways of the scriptures. The world,
in many ways, is the complete polar opposite of what you're talking
about. There's a great line from the film, "Philadelphia", in
which Denzel Washington, who plays a lawyer defending his client,
played by Tom Hanks, who is ostensibly depicted as being discriminated
against for his homosexuality and the affliction of aids. In this
scene, Denzel's character begins blurting out vicious terms for
the gay community, which, of course, shocks the courtroom, and
the judge understandably shouts him down and asks the lawyer why
he would do such a thing. Denzel's character responds that he
is pointing out how bigotry and hatred formulate the actions of
people and make them decide one way or the other on how they will
think. The judge tells him that the law, the courtroom is no place
for bigotry and racism and the such, that law is blind to variations
in understanding. And the lawyer, Denzel Washington astutely says,
"In all due respect, your honor, we don't live in this courtroom."
So
to me, that says all there needs to be said about the world of
God and the scriptures and how they are a part or a reflection
of the world we live in, not a fantasy, utopian kingdom of heaven,
but the one we are born into. The scriptures, or the understanding
of them, as you put it, this simple as "the wheel" as
you put you, is only simple when you remove reality out of the
equation. I cannot do this. I try to derive a sense of purpose
and inner strength and peace, not from a book, or in a theory
or philosophy or religion. It's good for some, but not what truly
affects survival on this planet, really.
What
I face in "Trailing Jesus", what I confront as far as the confusion
and mayhem of the world, the natural order of events, and the
people, us, all of us who are affected by it all, do not find
peace in theory and belief that perhaps yourself or your listeners
have. They do not see the scriptures or faith easy or simple.
There is death and destruction, political genocide and starvation,
racism and hatred rampant upon this world, the real world, the
one we live in right now. Their easy way out of it may be pills
and booze or sex and easy gratification to take the pain of life
away. Their answers are therapy or whatever they do to survive.
Now you say the answers are in the scriptures, a lot of people
don't see it that clearly, to accept it as an elixir to the suffering
or indecision of existence. I look at my book, if anything, as
a bridge, somewhere between your way of seeing the answers of
peace in scripture and not seeing it at all. Those people are
out there. It would be great if they had a road to be being spiritually
pure, but it is not there for them or they do not see it as you
do. And I see that, and therefore did not have an agenda in the
book, beyond my discoveries.
Everyone
has his or her own path. "Trailing Jesus" is the story
of my path and how the discovery about the historical Jesus, a
very dear portrait to my heart, has enabled it. One thing I will
say about me, personally, is that I am always searching, and through
the search I find a kind of peace. It's the journey, for me. It's
the end game for others. Hey, I always say that I hope I'm on
my deathbed and not know what anything is truly about. I want
o fight for knowledge to the bitter end. There is so much more
to learn. I never want to be complacent in my soul or in my mind.
DS:
Well, you know, all of the scriptures were written so all of us
would know that Jesus is the savior, that we might know Him. All
of it points to Him. When we get to the end of "Trailing Jesus'
are we brought to that same conclusion?
jc:
I never like to give away an ending of a book. (laughs) Sorry.
I will say that I've had Chrisitians, both practicing and wavering
on their faith, Born Again Christians, Catholics, Baptists, Lutherans,
Protestants of all kinds, Jews, Muslims, atheists, all different
sects and groups reading the book with wildly different backgrounds,
and they've all come away with something different from reading
it. And I would hope that would be the case, because I can't speak
for everyone, or how my personal experience goes. We're all different,
thank goodness, and we all have different views. That's what makes
the core of humanity great, and that's what makes your show and
other shows who think differently so compelling to its audiences,
because everyone has a different viewpoint. If they're honest
to that viewpoint, they will see the differences between their
own beliefs and others, and hopefully respect those differences
and engage in a sane and sober discussion about them, without
demanding that only their views be heard, no matter how strongly
they feel about them. Of course, as long as those views do not
hurt anyone or keep anyone from discovering their own freedom
of thought.
I'm
not really sure if you can define what it is I'm searching for
in "Trailing Jesus" except that elusive definition of existence
of divinity with the human spirit. I'm sorry if you feel I am
lost or haven't found it, because you have found a view that works
for you. And I would agree, in part, with you. But I have learned
through the journey of my art and my work that there's something
you can get out of it in the journey, as opposed to a conclusion.
The conclusion doesn't always work for me. I like having gone
through the experience.
PC:
Then you don't point towards Jesus as being our salvation?
jc:
That's not necessarily true, either. I don't mean to be elusive
with these answers, but I will not be held down to what I feel
in my heart as an intellectual concept, like conversation on a
radio station. Again, as a rule, I don't want to give up anything
depicted in years of discovery, years of work on a book that's
600 pages long with a sentence or two. It's not fair to you, your
audience, the work or me. I would say that each and everyone in
your audience should read it, as they read all things, with an
open mind, and decide for themselves what it is they derive from
it.
PC:
But you do not identify Jesus as the source of our salvation in
your book.
jc:
I guess I should ask you to define "source of our salvation" for
me.
PC:
That's it. That's the only way to get there.
jc:
I understand, but what is the "source of salvation"?
PC:
Jesus Christ.
jc:
So, how do you describe…if you would describe to me salvation,
what does that word mean to you, that emotion? Salvation.
PC:
Belief in Jesus Christ dying on the cross for our sins.
jc:
Okay, well, I certainly cannot divulge what an entire audience
would derive from reading "Trailing Jesus", especially
in the spiritual realm of the Christ, which I have maintained
is a separate entity to that of the Jesus of Nazareth I have spoken
about today or who is depicted in "Trailing Jesus", anymore than
I can read the minds of the people listening to this interview.
The book states events and the results of those events. It's really
a personal journey to come to conclusions on those events, isn't
it? And you would agree that it is patently unfair to attempt
to encapsulate in a sound bite for the purposes of this discussion,
those conclusions, or at least explain them. You might as well
ask me to describe the Civil War in 30 seconds. I guess you could,
but what would that really tell you about the Civil War? You'd
have to go through the journey, spend the time to really know
about the Civil War to understand it all and what it means to
different people of different generations of various political
and social beliefs.
All
the words in your statement, your testimony, the word "belief",
the phrase "dying for our sins" or just who is defined in the
word "our" and what is meant or defined as "sins" is hard to answer
with certainty. It is certain for you, obviously, but not so for
others, and not so for me.
DS:
So in your heart, James, I'm talking about you directly, when
you think of the very simple phrase that Jesus said, "I am the
way and truth and the life, and no one comes to the Father, but
by Me", does this give you a sense of rightness? Do you understand
that in your heart?
jc:
I understand it in my way, but I don't know if necessarily saying
it on a radio station at this point to you or whomever is an indictment
of whether we are both talking about the same thing, viscerally,
because I believe, and I apologize if this is not the case, but
I believe what you are offering to me is an absolute emotionally
and spiritually. And that is not what I have come to on a personal
level. You might understand these statements thoroughly in your
way, but a person driving around listening right now might understand
it another way.
PC:
First of all, James you're talking to an audience here, the majority
of, believe that Jesus is their personal savior.
jc:
Right. Sure.
PC:
And it doesn't sound like He's your personal savior. That's why
we have a little problem here today. Well, a major problem. (laughs)
jc:
Right, but what your saying is, I guess, is that I threaten your
beliefs. Do I threaten your beliefs?
PC: No. No.
jc:
Great. So where's the problem? Your inquiry does nothing to my
beliefs, regardless of what I am asked to share, in my work or
in my answers on your show today. There really shouldn't be a
problem. It's all just dialogue. There should not be any problems
with that; it should be how you feel as strongly about what it
is you are and how you interact with the human race. And that's
the most important thing, right?
DS:
Well, you certainly have gotten me thinking here, James.
PC:
(laughs)
DS: And we sure do appreciate your time this morning, and thanks.
jc:
Thank you, guys.
PC:
You keep seeking, thank you, James.
DS:
Whew. Wow.
PC:
Our producer says, "Hey, I just book 'em. (laughs)
DS:
Well, James is a seeker. And I knew it was not going to be a tidy
interview, but I didn't think it was going to be that messy.
PC:
Well, good for us.
DS:
Yes it is.
PC:
Even though it was Friday, thanks.
DS:
Sorry to make you deal with that on Friday.
PC:
Next time on a Tuesday, thank you very much.
DS:
(laughs)
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